How you were prior to beingness where there is no experience and experiencer, No witness No Witnesser. Though you are living with human body you remain unconcerned with the illusionary world, where there will be complete peacefulness, Happiness and Fearlessness, No feelings of existence, hence no confusion. All identities disappear, including mind, ego and intellect, which is miraculous and cannot be expressed in words. In brief you are very close with the top of the spiritual mountain, so don’t see back and not to share whatever is happening in your spiritual life.
Because your spontaneous presence is everywhere just like sky or space, where there is no individuality. Where experience and experiencer dissolves or disappears. No body essence remains. I think now you need not require excessive practice or Sadhana because Ultimate Truth or Reality absorbed within you. Don’t pay attention to whatever is happening or not happening in this illusionary world. Whatever I have conveyed to you for your spirituality is enough.
Sri Ramakant Maharaj